LoVe is ReAllY WeiRD IsN'T It??

We as humans are so shrouded by our own emotions that we do not actually know what we want in life, in love, in relationships....... when we feel what we are doing is right, it maybe wrong. What i have done in my relationship with her for the past 9 years is all out of love and yes i do admit that i do not like her at first but how much it develops, i will leave you guys to judge.
Within 2007, the love shown was all wrong, but i changed because of this love, and even though it is bad love, it is still love isn't it? If we really love someone, we will not open ourselves to others and that is what true love is all about...... Love is blind but if you let it, it will open your eyes eventually......

Yes i did commit the mistake of trying to control her, but is that wrong or right? To protect my love and happiness, that is the right path for me to take. But at the same time, is it wrong to stop her from doing which i felt would result in the ending that i do not wish to happen? To use whatever method i thought could stop all these from happening. I know i was wrong. Love does not work like this and the lesson was taught to me the hard hard way.

I know you will read this someday, i want to wish you the best and hope that you will be happy now and in future. I love you before and because of this love i learnt that i have to let you go.
It is really fated that this has to happen and we could use this experience as a lesson to achieve what we really want to seek in a relationship and in time, marriage. Love will come to us eventually so we have to be patient. Don't let desire be our suffering.....

Signing off,
SL

{until tomorrow, we'll meet again}