Merry Christmas!!@2:44 AM
Merry Christmas Guys!
Just to give a big muacks as a CHristmas Present for helping me during the last month!
It was really a terrible period but Time really heals.
I learnt a lot during this period and a lot of experiences was shared to me.
Thanks to all of you for spending time with me, i know all of you will always be there for me ;)
A very very special thanks to someone i just got to know not long ago...for clearing up my mind!
Appreciate it a lot!!
I am happy now...It's true.....
Extract part of the lyrics from Jolin's song "柠檬草的味道"
曾以为你是全世界 但那天已经好遥远
绕一圈 我才发现我有更远地平线
我们都没错 只是不适合
我要的 我现在才懂得
快乐是我的 不是你给的
寂寞要自己负责
我要的 我现在才懂得
选择是我的 不是你给的
幸福要自己负责
错过的 请你把握
给昨天的我一个拥泡
曾经她不知如何是好
若我们再见我会微笑
谢谢你 谢谢你
我尝过 爱的好
Thank you for providing the memories
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for being there for me
Thank you.... Moving Forward.....
{
until tomorrow, we'll meet again}
Feelings II@9:23 PM
Have been quite sentimental of late....
Realised that my chinese have improved after listening to all these sad songs
Here's one that i discovered could relate to my feelings
Very nice song too
Has been 16 days - Recuperating i guess
防盗锁 - 罗志祥
说穿了不是什么大事情
说穿了不过自己去看电影
说穿了只是睡醒看不到你
你放心离去 我不要紧
为什么莫名有种矛盾的情绪
给了你祝福又盼望你回心转意
他给的幸福你从笑容就能说明
我还凭什么关心 怎么你不抗拒
感情没有防盗锁
爱走不到尽头
不后悔付出过
各自回家的路
试着不再难过
变得成熟
是我能安慰自己
唯一的收获
就离开我
别回过头
不要用从前看以后
我猜是我的错
爱怎么被偷走
那只是个感受
如果离开
是爱你最后的承诺
多年以后
偶尔记得那疯狂
不成熟的我
不说穿了
不要结果
为什么莫名有种矛盾的情绪
给了你祝福又盼望你回心转意
他给的幸福你从笑容就能说明
我还凭什么关心 怎么你不抗拒
感情没有防盗锁
爱走不到尽头
不后悔付出过
各自回家的路
试着不再难过
变得成熟
是我能安慰自己
唯一的收获
就离开我 别回过头
不要用从前看以后
我猜是我的错
爱怎么被偷走
那只是个感受
如果离开是爱你最后的承诺
多年以后
偶尔记得那疯狂
不成熟的我
不说穿了
不要结果
不伪装了
我的难过
{
until tomorrow, we'll meet again}
SoNg...@2:02 AM
Read thru the lyrics below, very sad song....
It's the theme song of her blog at the moment...
She's sick....how i wish i could be there for her....
罗志祥 - 我不会唱歌
这首为你点播的歌
如果我先哭了
怎么唱到最后
是的 感情不是K歌
音阶一字不漏
不见得感动
我也懂 拿麦的手不能颤抖
曾握着 就能感受你比我难过
谁写的 歌词那么适合放手
我怎能舍不得
我努力唱完主歌
我忘了走音没有
我到底哭什么
哭什么 明明搞笑的
我努力唱好朋友
我忘了是谁哭了
就算你不记得
这首歌唱完的是我
我努力唱完这歌
我忘了破音没有
你心里触动的
下一首已经不是我
我努力唱到嘶吼
我不怕剩我一个
只要你能记得
这首歌给我最爱的
Be Strong....all of us have to be strong
She is sad...i am sad too , what are we all hoping for??.....
"Desire is the root of all sufferings"
This is very true, we desire for something
Our emotions will be affected if that desire we have does not appear...
What comes next? Anger...Craze...Sadness...
If we could put this sentence in mind and control our emotions
We can achieve happiness....
For now....I can only hope for that happiness to appear
CHeers...
{
until tomorrow, we'll meet again}
CriMinaL@6:13 AM
A very deep thought....
People go to jail when they did something bad to society - they became a criminal
They get released earlier for good behaviour
They tried to get back with their lives, back into society
Society won't forget what they have done, their criminal record will always remain
However, society is willing to give these people a chance to repent
Some will treasure these chances, start afresh and prove to society they won't repeat the same mistake again...
What they have done will slowly be forgotten and they reap for what they sow
Some will commit the same mistake again, succumbing to their past
They will be sent back to jail again and their bad record will accumulate....
What i have done this past year made me a criminal
I went into jail hoping to be released for good behaviour
I am still stuck there......... without showing society whether i can repent or whether i will repeat the same mistake again...
All i need is a chance to be a good guy.....Who will save me?
{
until tomorrow, we'll meet again}
4Th DeCemBEr@1:12 AM
4/12/2007 - My heart broke.....super sad and hurt.....never in my 27 years have i feel so miserable before........ I know it's all my fault...... However i know that If i could grab that one chance i would treasure it with my heart......
10/12/2007 - Even though it's been 6 days, thanks to all my friends who knew about this and gave me valuable advice. It's time to regulate my life....do what i always do best.....sleep?? hahaha well anyways..... she is my first love and i still care about her alot, i will do whatever i can to protect and help her....... i am sorry for what i have done. We could never turn back time, we can only look forward, if fate really meant for us to be together then so be it.......
The most valuable lesson i've learnt is....... TiMe Is A MirAcuLoUs HeaLer.......
{
until tomorrow, we'll meet again}
UpdATes@7:11 PM
Good Morning....
Today is already my 4th Day since i moved, am coping with the distance away from the city, not having the luxury of the distance where i used to stay certainly is very hard to cope...haha and i can see that my transport fees will go up quite drastically. Anyway there are quite a number of eateries here and the famous bak chor mee is just 10 minutes walk away. Had supper there yesterday with Tiff and Hao and it was certainly very crowded. Gonna clean my room up today, maybe get the tv up and running.
Cheers!
SL
PS.....I missed her a lot......
{
until tomorrow, we'll meet again}