Guten Morgan (Morning in German)

Yawwwnnzz.... damn sleepy today...... Reason?? I will leave you guys to guess..... wanna ensure some guilty vibes hor!! yawn yawn yawn....

Well the main reason why i am blogging this early is that i have forgotten to bring my handphone to work yet again!! Which means i have to travel back to Bedok later.... i have a few appointments today and the only means of communication is via that irritating device......

Arggghhh..... I hate this information age where we are so so reliant on technology, everything we do seems to revolve around it too. Nowadays you dun get phonecalls from your clients, they used email to communicate for the simple reason of backlogging the conversation. So does that mean in the past when there's no email, you send snail mail back and forth for backlogging?! And the deal will only get done 5 years down the road.....yes i am in a cranky mood now ..... Cause of that irritating device ..... which no matter how i complain won't appear right in front of me..... Time to travel...

Peace be with you,
SL

{until tomorrow, we'll meet again}




Went to play soccer at East Coast after work. Before that, had to wait for an idiot who asked me to wait for him while he's enhancing his vanity at Kimage Funan... It was almost 8.15 pm when he's done and the moment he came out, he brushed his hair and told me that he requested for a ah la David Beckham hair style.....yeah right....no matter what hair style he cut, still look the same "like a bangladesh worker", so stop the self denial please.... *at this point of time he still does not know this blog hehehe...

Anyway was hoping to grab a bite before proceeding down to East Coast so the conversation for selcting a place to makan goes something like this.... "How bout Mac? Nah...Subway? ok! Hmmm East Coast got BK right? yeah...then we go BK...ok lor" Took a cab down and by the time we reached East Coast BK, it was already time for soccer...grrrrr that dumb ass.

Played night soccer for 2 hours and when it ended it was already 11.15, i was tired and damn hungry by then. Rushed off to grab a cab so as to avoid the midnight charge and along the journey back, made a decision to cook Maggi Mee. Surprisingly, when i reached home, my friend and his wife was cooking porridge and i asked for my share.....big mistake.....shall show you why























The Lovin Couple....

Looking at the empty Fridge
Digging for more ingredients.....Haizzz

Looks more like prison food to me....






















Serving the prison food....






















But we are still happy in the end *Burp!!

{until tomorrow, we'll meet again}




It's a busy day at work for me today!! Super busy!! But....but....
I'm still blogging......how contradicting.....hahaha

Cheers,
SL

{until tomorrow, we'll meet again}






{until tomorrow, we'll meet again}




LoVe is ReAllY WeiRD IsN'T It??

We as humans are so shrouded by our own emotions that we do not actually know what we want in life, in love, in relationships....... when we feel what we are doing is right, it maybe wrong. What i have done in my relationship with her for the past 9 years is all out of love and yes i do admit that i do not like her at first but how much it develops, i will leave you guys to judge.
Within 2007, the love shown was all wrong, but i changed because of this love, and even though it is bad love, it is still love isn't it? If we really love someone, we will not open ourselves to others and that is what true love is all about...... Love is blind but if you let it, it will open your eyes eventually......

Yes i did commit the mistake of trying to control her, but is that wrong or right? To protect my love and happiness, that is the right path for me to take. But at the same time, is it wrong to stop her from doing which i felt would result in the ending that i do not wish to happen? To use whatever method i thought could stop all these from happening. I know i was wrong. Love does not work like this and the lesson was taught to me the hard hard way.

I know you will read this someday, i want to wish you the best and hope that you will be happy now and in future. I love you before and because of this love i learnt that i have to let you go.
It is really fated that this has to happen and we could use this experience as a lesson to achieve what we really want to seek in a relationship and in time, marriage. Love will come to us eventually so we have to be patient. Don't let desire be our suffering.....

Signing off,
SL

{until tomorrow, we'll meet again}






{until tomorrow, we'll meet again}