4/12/2007 - My heart broke.....super sad and hurt.....never in my 27 years have i feel so miserable before........ I know it's all my fault...... However i know that If i could grab that one chance i would treasure it with my heart......

10/12/2007 - Even though it's been 6 days, thanks to all my friends who knew about this and gave me valuable advice. It's time to regulate my life....do what i always do best.....sleep?? hahaha well anyways..... she is my first love and i still care about her alot, i will do whatever i can to protect and help her....... i am sorry for what i have done. We could never turn back time, we can only look forward, if fate really meant for us to be together then so be it.......

The most valuable lesson i've learnt is....... TiMe Is A MirAcuLoUs HeaLer.......

{until tomorrow, we'll meet again}