Confused....@11:24 AM
Could not sleep, so here i am blogging my day away. Had a bad day at work today and i had no one to turn to....the only person i could think of was my gal....although things are not going well for the both of us, i really needed someone to talk to. From the work issues, it slowly drifted to our r/s issues. We discussed a couple of things and some of it was quite hurtful for me. I knew i blew this r/s apart by doing quite a number of foolish things and it is frightening to know that a love for someone may slowly diminish. I can feel that she still has feelings for me, but it was not the type of love i used to have. i can only blame no one but myself. If anyone is reading this, cherish the person you love most and don't take him or her for granted, if you really love that person, let him or her do what she likes and be happy when your partner is happy. Love is a very strange feeling, people may take it for granted and when they wish for love, it just won't come. Chances do not come by that easily and some people may not get a 2nd chance at all. I was given chances after chances, but i took advantage of them all and now i am left to regret my actions. So ppl heed my advice, love is not easy to forget and let go, hold on to it as tightly as you can and dun let go. I wish i could do that but i can only wait helplessly and show her that i have changed....pray for me....
On another note, i packed up a few stuff today and i saw the amount of cards, gifts and letters from my love.....it is really sad for me by just staring listlessly at them and the worst part was reading them.....sigh.....will upload the pictures soon.
Signing off,
SL (Sad)
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until tomorrow, we'll meet again}
